posted: Friday, 10 July 2020

One of my worst qualities is procrastination and negative thoughts at the slightest hurdle.

I panic and convince myself that I'll never be able to fix the issue and should just give up beading.

This goes on for days & weeks, or even months, as I lose all faith in myself.

Even worse I stupidly don't let myself move onto anything else as I get stuck with that project & those thoughts. So nothing gets done, I'm unhappy and I deny myself the fun of anything else as I tell myself I have to fix this thing first. But then I don't I don't try to fix it do nothing happens.

I know it makes no sense, and really doesn't do me any good, so it's something I need to work on. All suggestions welcome!

That's what's been happening with me for the last month as I'd reached a point with my latest project where it wasn't working and I needed to cut it apart & try again but had convinced myself I wouldn't be able to fix it and all was lost.

But today I finally took my scissors to it and here's to moving on from that block